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[July the 15th] |
PRIVATE.
In such a short time, I have met perhaps the most interesting, most welcoming bunch of people I can only imagine to come across. I had never thought the Weasley clan would treat me so nicely when I visited their home. Hugo's grandmother had let us bake a cake on our own. By the time she came back, Hugo and I were covered in flour, and she made us clean up before she let us continue. When we were tasked to put the icing on the cake, pretty much the same thing happened with us, but Grandma Molly caught on and said 'you two had better be putting the icing on that cake!' from the other room.
Later, Hugo's parents appeared, though I didn't get the chance to talk to them because Hugo said we should take a walk outside. Their house felt more like a home that my own. I can only hope I'd be able to go back in the future...
Though I've been... struggling. Evan is still on my mind, more so after what happened to us in that one party. He held my hand kissed my cheek and left. It's... hard to move on when every little thing he did reels me back to him. He wants me to move on, I know, and some part of me wants to when I'm with Hugo because I have grown to care for him so much...
Why is this so hard?
END PRIVATE.
I had the best holiday.
Thank you! You know who you are...
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[June the 22nd] |
[Hugo.]
I... need a favor to ask you.
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[June the 7th] |
{Private}
My fault. This is all my fault. How could I have been so stupid as to not know that was going to upset him? But I can't just... not say anything either. I wanted to know if it has anything to do with it. Evan said it didn't... but why would he say it in the first place?
I want to hide, but there are some things I need to do. People I need to apologize to. People I have to make sure are alright. Merlin why did he have to... Oh, God, poor Tony.
{Tony}
I am so sorry. So so sorry, you have no idea.
This is all my fault. I shouldn't have asked it at all. Please tell me you'll forgive me and I can make it up to you?
{Evan}
... Why did you do that?
{Hugo}
Sorry. I know... you have been hearing things about me, involving a recent fight...
I can understand if you want to stop hanging out. I'm just really sorry.
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[May the 23rd] |
{Private}
Things have become so confusing in such a short time. And it's all my fault. If I hadn't done that stunt on Halloween, I probably would not have pushed Evan away, and I wouldn't be missing him so much right now. He hates me. I had seen it in his eyes when he left that morning when he gave me my belated birthday present. But I deserve that don't I? I deceived him after all. I deserve all his anger. His gift is locked away at the bottom of my trunk- seeing it would only make me sad, and it's not like I need that.
But where I lost one friend, I know I still have one in Marcus and I gained another in Hugo. I couldn't understand why I had felt immediately comfortable in Hugo's presence. Everything about him left me curious from the start and that's why I went to talk to him. I don't regret that at all. He was nothing but good to me, but I can't help but see how different he is from... most of the people I've come to know. It's refreshing to be in his presence, and I like being around him. He makes me feel as if things aren't as bad as they are, even though they truly are. I just worry sometimes if he could see through me, and the fact that I'm not as happy as I seem... {/}
{Marcus Tony}
Thanks. For... the other day.
I don't know what I would have done if I hadn't found you, Marcus. I owe you. {/}
{Hugo}
Let me guess. You're studying right now. {/}
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It's getting pretty cold lately.
I suppose winter's really on its way back to the Castle...
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[April the 9th] |
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.Are you doing anything later?
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[April the 8th] |
Oh gosh. I'm sorry, Becken. I just read the exchanges we had yesterday. I was... not myself. I feel horrible. Sorry. I am not in love with you...
Nate. Are you alright? I'm sorry. Yesterday was... insane wasn't it? I'm hoping you didn't mean when you said you don't want to be friends...
And Holly? I'm so sorry. I didn't mean those things I said!
Evan.
You were under the potion yesterday, weren't you? Please say yes.
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[April the 7th] |
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Becken Longbottom? Please don't love Gwen. Love me. Because I love you with all my heart...
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[March the 24th] |
Everyone's excited for the ball. I'm not sure what I feel about it, really. Balls are just... the same, aren't they? They look the same, feel the same. It just seems like its changing every year because they want to outdo the previous one. Even so, it just gets... shinier. But it stays the same. Wonder if I'll even go this year.
EVAN.
Hows everything? Do you have plans for the ball?
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[March the 14th] |
I am not the Head Girl. Well, I look like the Head Girl, but I'm not her. Some people- particularly firsties- are looking at me as if I'm going to take points away from them. I'm not! I don't have the powers to do that! ... do I?
No, no, I don't think I do. :) Well, at least I'm still a girl.
Who do you look like? Looks like everyone's... not themselves right now. An dI don't mean that metaphorically.
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